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Name: Davina
State: Maryland
Birthday: 4/23/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: swimming, reading, boys, sleeping, shopping, chilling with friends, partying, movies...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Hospitality
Message: message me
AIM:  superfreak8604
Member Since:
9/14/2003
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| so in my last entry i wrote how i was dating someone... well take that and throw it out the window.. once again i was hurt.. yay for davina... or not | | |
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i havent updated this in a while so i figure i might as well post
something so everyone knows that i am still alive....soooo HEY IM STILL
ALIVE!!! lol just kidding... nah since the new year started ive gone on
a diet and i want to loose alot of weight... ive already lost 8 pounds
and im really happy with it... im dating someone so for once im not
depressed but im actually happy which for me is really wierd. Camp is
soon well not too soon but soon as in like 3.5 months away so im really
happy about that!! yay for camp!!!!! school is going really well im
only taking 4 classes this semester and in a way i feel like im a
slacker b.c im used to taking 5 classes but whatever i guess everyonce
and a while its good, but yeah... i actually have a job lol im working
at the jcc as a lifeguard... it kind of sucks but hey its an easy job
and all i do is sit on my ass for 3-6 hours a day depending on which
day it is that i work.. idk thats pretty much all i have to say i
guess....if i havent talk to you in a while leave me love to come back
to and ill def return the favor.....
OH AND 126 days till CIRCLE SUMMER STARTS!!!!!!!!!!
 | Currently Listening
Rent (1996 Original Broadway Cast)
By Jonathan Larson, Jeff Potter, Anthony Jackson, Daniel A. Weiss, Ira Siegel, Kenny Brescia, Steve Skinner, Adam Pascal, Aiko Nakasone, Anthony Rapp, Byron Utley, Daphne Rubin-Vega, Fredi Walker, Gilles Chiasson, Gwen Stewart, Idina Menzel, Jesse L. Martin, Kristen Lee Kelly, Rodney Hicks, Stevie Wonder, Taye Diggs, Timothy Britten Parker, Wilson Jermaine Heredia
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| so
can someone please explain to me why it is that everytime i find
someone who says they like me they then go and lie to me. give me a
cell phone number that they say is theirs and then when i go and try to
call them the voice mail picks up and what do u know it says a
different name. hmmmm i just want to know what the heck i did to
deserve to be treated like fucking bullshit constantly. i dont get it
please someone tell me why?? 
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| So i thought i would update, and well last night i had a date, yes
everyone i said that correctly i had a date. i know its a foreign
concept in the world of Davina but it actually happened. So he picked
me up and we went to the movies, and we went to see Exorcrism of Emily
Rose we were holding hands and then me being the baby that i am gets
really scared over nothing so i like grabbed his hand and he then put
his arm around me. it was really cute then when the movie was over we
just like drove around talking for an hour and we couldn't figure out
what to do so he ended up comming back to my house and we went down to
the basement and were looking at HBO On-Demand and we put on Napoleon
Dynamite(sp?) and we were cuddling at at 12 he was like i really need
to go i have to get up early for church tomorrow but i wouldn't let him
go and he kissed me, and then an hour later he was like i don't want to
but i really do need to go so we got up and i walked him upstairs and
out to his car and then we talked for like another 5 minutes and he
gave me a kiss goodnight and then he left. so thats my saturday night.
hope you all enjoy and COMMENT BACK BITCHES!!! i want to feel
loved!!!!!! | | |
| So
i dont understand how i somehow manage to fuckup every friendship i
have. I jus dont fucking get it what is so wrong with me that i can
have a friend i dotn understand what it is i do. I really feel that my
life is worthless and that i was just put on this earth to
fucking take up space. No matter what i do im just a mother fucking
screw up and im tired of it. I realyl wish i had goneaway to school to
get the fuck away from this place and just start my life all fucking
over again. I need to get the hell away from this hell hole and totaly
start my life over again. Sometimes i feel as though my only true
friend is 3000 miles away from me and i cant do anything about that. I
hate being in this hell whole and not having any true friends. Its not
fucking fair why the hell does it happen to me and no one else?? please
explain this to me.
well theres my rant for now i guess im going to go to sleep maybe i
wont wake up in the morning that will just make my life a hell of a lot
eaiser
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